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| 08:06pm 25/01/2005 |
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my phone got stealed away so heres my new number can u all text me yours please love ya all
07913386422
Jx |
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| 06:59pm 14/01/2005 |
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mood:  determined
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lots of revision has been happening with me and ive been totally reasessing my life and whats wrong with it lately.
Some of my so called friends just dont seem to be my friends any more ..people i spent all my days with im lucky if i see once a week.
I hate my job and get treated like a twat there.
I was stuck whether to stay in Leicster or move out to go uni .
After some good advice from Dave and having a great few nights out with Hannah i sent of my form and accepted Leicester for my first choice.
Much of what bothers me about Leicester is jus my home life really and staying in Leicester doesnt mean i have to live at home. I will definatly have the best time looking and living in a place with Hannah and it would just be impossible for me to leave some people behind that iv worked so hard on building friendships with.
People that have been close to me and have moved to uni just lose touch and its never quite the same.
I wrote my letter of resignation (s?) after much debate and discussion and shouting about what i should do iv decided to give it in ..They treat me like Shit anyway and i figure if i dont get out i will proberly never get out.
Im quite looking forward to seeing my managers face really. I just hoep i find a new job before the money runs out and my shoe addiction gets worse.
Planning to spend summer over with the grandparents hopefully the Island wont sell before then ..1.5 million !!
Wish me luck on my exams and im sure ill see you all soon if you care :D |
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| 01:53pm 22/12/2004 |
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Austin Healy asked us for a lift fhome in the soar point haha but i didnt want to sit on his knee so we said no! ha
Went to Wigston today..fun got to meet the boy Doug and shop for Barbies yay x |
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| 05:19pm 21/12/2004 |
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im back to normal...i drink in the day wahey!!
silver shoes for me !! woooppp
ok bye |
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| 06:42pm 14/12/2004 |
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mood:  amused
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so we seen Kasabian last night whihc was cool we got semi frontness then somebody moved so i got right close but managed to lose everyone.
There was a ratio of around 50:1 boys to girls.
Noting i like better to be stuck in the middle of 50 million sweaty ,ugly men.
Everyone went crazy to LSF luckily i had the fattest guy in the world infront of me that saved me from moshers then i lost him.
Everyone was going crazy to Club foot, really bad so i had to grab Andy to save me.
Which didnt really work..
Some girl in a skirt crowdsurfed...i got a view .which was erm nice.
I spent the drive home slagging of the Libertines,Babyshambles and anything related to Pete Doherty and The Others and the 798002823239 crew which i enjoyed immensly .
I got stood up today gay.
We were going to go and fly a kite in Bradgate Park but then i didn't end up ging there either .gay
Im going to to listen to Paul rant on about how hes now spreading his seeds .Fun.
I went to mosh on saturday and drank..It was crap.
I seen some sexual boots today. i hate christmas and Lack of money . |
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| 05:05pm 08/12/2004 |
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stolen from 7000 million people
A. Choose 10 people from your friends list at random.
B. Write something about/to each of them.
C. Don't tell anyone who the statements are about. Good or bad. No matter how they beg!
1. The one person i would die without,can read my mind and thoughts always... my best friend and one person im always happy too see.
2. Crazy person who i see not often then il see everyday for 3 days she is sexy and much mature for her age.
3. Two faced...lies and trys to hard.
4. Amazing person who can still make my heart skip beats..meant so much i think i even proclaimed love for him to Jon on a drunkan night at mosh..very special and stil count his as a good friend.
5. Gay and green and gay and still gay but gorgeous
6. Stuck up. A person everybody hates ...doesnt really affect me
7. My bodyguard, looks after me all the time...very reliable.
8. Sexy...has a sexy belly..steals all my money but means alot.
9. Can wind me up no end..used to have a huge crush on this cowboy.
10. Misunderstood, has similar life experiences, known this person since school ...a person i will stick up for always . |
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| 03:52pm 21/11/2004 |
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mood:  confused
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Its soo cold..ive been freezing all day at work today that Stu even had to lend me his jumper which is like 34875829456436532465784 times to big for me so i looked gay.
This week iv not doen alot ..college blah ..my lifes empty now im off the drink and bars make me feel sick and thats all i do ! ha
We watched ricky Gervais "politics" on tues which was really funny especially one but that made me laugh for around 20 minutes.
I went to see Jamies mates band at a place called The Karns in Hinkley which was pretty kool the place was packed and the music was really good.
We spent ages trying to name his new green mini .
Friday was Doug day we walked round town and looked at brown trainers !!
Met Jacko for a drink and it was freeeeezing and we got harassed by some 15 year olds on the bus !
Was so tired for work ..how can i be more tired even though i didnt go out .
Alex rang me at 3 this morning for a casual chat!!?? at 3 in the morning he wasnt to know how i was and how college was ?? crazy fool.
Tonight is Paul night as i ditched him on friday im really tired tho ! gay ... |
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| 03:51pm 16/11/2004 |
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mood:  blah
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i know i havent done anything exciting last week at the weekend we went out me and big stu went to meet Kelly, Rich,Steph and Nick in Llyodds and i seen Craig Fetch ..he has a baby! :O
We headed to Oniells then to the globe were we met Nat mousse.. we went to the Hogs head and the revoloution were i raped Rob and then headed off to go to Mosh were we got distracted by Mars Bar and went into there . From this point tis is all i remember as some fucker Spiked my drink so i cant i callopsed and wouldnt stop puking up on 5 drinks ..
I couldnt remember anything on sunday and spent the whole day being sick and having the worst head in the world.
I feel so Grateful for Hannah , Sam and Stu ..Thank you.
Im jus feeling back to myself today so ive missed college for the past few days which sucks ! My attendance is really bad.. i really hope i can bring it back up as im now panicking.
Going to have a dvd night tonight with miss Coleman which should be cool
Tomorrowi am going to college yes yes i am .. Then im going to play agony Aunt with Andy ..Fun
So Steven come home this weekend ..which should be good i really dont want to go out at all but i am .. but im not drinking as the thought of it jus makes me want to heave... |
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| 08:05pm 07/11/2004 |
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mood:  aggravated
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the week has been ermm uneventful again .
I finally did my personal statement for Uni which is a bit of a weight of my mind !
OOO we went shopping in nottingham which was cool ! on the way back Jackson and Stu got delerious and started being wierd ! me and Stu now call it the Nottingham mood.
Hmmm i had dinner with Alex and Sam and Derek and Den it was great and there was wierd archers involved .
We went bowling and i was getting drugged up by Mcgregs' air freshener it was rank. I won. Both games. I rule.
Brighton was ok ..the big bar was open which was cool and Hannah was totally drunk which was also cool .
that is all x |
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| 04:24pm 02/11/2004 |
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mood: bitchy
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- we decorated the house with lots of candles and we made killer punch
- we waited for people and then everybody got drunk
- we made more punch
- my sister got too drunk
- Jody had sex with my space hopper
- Jackson pulled my radiator off
- Jon enjoys wearing Bras
- We went to Mosh and danced
- We came home and i made Doug, Gem, Jackson, and Terry clean .
- We went to Nottingham and I got crazy and invented new walks
- i got attacked by a tanssexual which was not fun |
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| 04:32pm 29/10/2004 |
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mood:  excited
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- me and jon dressed up my dog in a skirt and an ireland shirt ..he looked cool
- We drank to much vodka and laughed at cows .
-I went ice skating with Andy and Paul and fell over once it was funny
-It Hurts.
Me and Hannah are decorating the house tonight! heh |
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| 06:31pm 17/10/2004 |
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mood:  anxious
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This weeks been rubbish ! i withdrew myself from everyone for a bit with the odd exception!so i have done nothing all week til friday !
-Went for lunch with Hannah and Sam and shopped i got sexual green booots!-
-Saturday we had work were Stu kept coming in my passageway.....when i was trying to mop -
-We went to Andy and Daves then headed to O bar .Jamie was there and kept asking me loads of questions..it was good to see his mates though as they are really funny and gormy and kept complimenting my hair.
We went to Sumo were a weird girl flashed me in the toilet and was being a weird one-
-Mosh as usual lots of people were there including sexy Gem.. we drank lots and danced and everyone was wasted.Andy just kept saying "love Doug J , love Doug" and then spent around an hour telling Doug i was the best and showing him pictures were u can see his wrist band "We match you know...me and J have matching wrist bands...i gave her that" which was amusing for a bit until i got bored and left them too it then his friend gave me an Ordinary Boys badge which had a beautiful story he told me..i dont know who he is either-
- Pete was there on his own i think i showed him my bruise he gave me ..its lasted a week !-
-I was in a right mood at work and stabbed the toast alot and did little work-
- I want that stupid brown dress- |
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| 06:39pm 12/10/2004 |
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mood: blah music: Modest mouse float on
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Out of utter boredom i will update im not sure if people still ha me as friends or what not though.
*altogether there is not alot to update about. Usual drunkan antics ahve occured..dressing as cowgirls and jumping into canals . Oh yes .
*I went to see THE MUSIC at Birmingham academy after winning tickets from Mosh,me and Hannah went down pretty ealy and shopped for a bit were i got green tights.Yes i said green tights.They are the sex .
We seen Marc and Chris.
We went to the Academy after having sexual muchies from Greggs and qued for not long really.Mosh had forgot to put my name on the guestlist which was gay but they let us in anyway.
Thwy were amazing most likely the best gig ive been to, We stood in a great spot and yes it was good !
We semi got lost..and we didnt pay for carparking!
*The weekend was rubbish, i had it off work but it was still rubbish.We went to MOsh on saturday and it was Rubbish.Jamie was scary and kept goin on about how im so mature and he wanted me to get together with him, Steven saved me and he grabbed me and said i was not to get with "that geek". He knows about Jacko aswell but insited me and him could make it work which was stupid.
Rob tried to pull Alex.
*I peeled grapes today without using my hands and did you know that red and green grapes are coth the same colour when peeled ? Yes they are |
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| 05:21pm 05/09/2004 |
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this is the end on my livejournal i think!say goodbye to my gay spelling mistakes
*love* |
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| 05:12pm 03/09/2004 |
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mood:  geeky
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not alot to updat with really i lead a boring life i have done nothing but go out !! so to cure you boredom do this
1. Think of a word you would use to describe me
2. Go to "Google Image Search" and search for that word.
3. Select the picture you see as most fitting, and post it as a reply. (Explanations are optional.) |
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| 09:58pm 25/08/2004 |
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i intend to get absouloutly totally pissed out of my face tomorrow night in gay places like the litten tree ! how fun! :) |
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| 04:40pm 25/08/2004 |
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we seen the best sign at stony cove on saturday
"DEAD SLOW PEDESTRIANS WALKING"
there was no full stop in there...
We wanted to cross out "slow"
Now that would have been funny ! |
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| 07:43pm 20/08/2004 |
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mood: pissed off music: The killers-believe me Natalie
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weeks been kinda good considering i had like £4 to my name i went out for dinner with Sam on monday and then we had a girlie night in trying to falre nostrils while wearing face masks was rather amusing ..it was nice as me and Sam dont get to spend much time together what with her working full time and my drinking habit ..
Wasn,t at all going to go out on tuesday but Jacko made me ..Spanna picked me up and we headed of to flat six were we walked in on Dave and Andy finding Andys "contact lense" on the floor ...just so happened to be with guns and ties round thier heads but they reassured us it was the contact lense !
We headed to fanclub and drank a bit ..not much tho
Marc had got his lip pierced and we were dancing on the podium and it fell out we went into the mens toilets to try and put it back in but it wouldnt go! and my balls were too small for Marc hehe
Dan joined us and we still couldnt get it in which is gay! i had to keep telling people that i was male andit was funny seeing Jennys face when i walked out of the mens toilets!
Hannah was so drunk at the end of the night i had to help Dave carry her to flatsix after her falling over and telling me my chip cob was disgusting.
After finally getting them home it was lashing it down with rain so i had curly hair and looked gay and Jacko was mean and pushed me over and then laughed about it !
Weds i went to dinner with Sam and Spanna at noodle bar which was lovelyy
Thurs i headed to get my results ...im really disapointed so im not quite sure whether to leave Leics or carry on or quit and stay in Leics ..i guess i have a lot of thinking to do over the next week or so .
i know what i want to do i want to jus go but it seem like that the easy way out and i jus run away from everything..i went to meet Stu, Phil ,Ste,Terry and Pete and watched them preform homo-erotic scenes
headed Fanclub which was packed ..highlight of the night was a drunkan Rob to be honest it was pretty crap from then on,,
i went outside at about 1-55 and a fight erupted i stood and watched until i realised Luke was in it and pulled him out .
The dude who was in the fights girlfriend wan crazy crying so i went over to see if she was alright and she woulnt stop hugging me ! crazzyy
Went to meet phil and Dave Thornber and clock tower stood and talked to Jacko who was having issues with me and then got phil to take me home in Vera his newly named car
Went into town today chatted to Doug a bit and got rained on again! what is with this weather?? gayness |
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| 04:10pm 16/08/2004 |
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mood: curious music: the rapture..sister saviour
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ok this is the 4th attempt to update this journal!gay!
i have not drank all weekend which was weird veryy weird !
anyway i didnt want to go to mosh this weekend but ended up going for an hour on saturday! it was gay ..we went to the castle before were little kids chased me around with frogs,called me a goth and made me cry
Timmy Boy was working .. me and tim used to be best friends ..he used to ring me everynight and we got along so well ..nowadays his girlfriend is not that happy with him to talk to me ..he seemed please to see me and i asked him if he had a new phone or whether he was avoiding my texts..he kinda got all uncomfortable and said " No not avoiding exactly" which means his missus doesnt want him to text me.
GAY
Saturday morning at work was funny ..Nat spent the morning perving on some guy that asked for an application form ..I told her she couldn't make a proper judgement on him before looking at his shoes..We did..They were gay.
His gf showed up not long after much to mine and Stus amusement but Nats stress ...she tried to make me and stu go out and ask him "God mate how many girls are you going to bring in today" which made us think that shed done it before
Ste was meant to meet me after work on sunday at 3....he ditched me for Alton towers so we arranged to meet at 5 ..grrr he was late so we arranged to meet at 7..me and Stubags went to Soar Point and he knows one of my old teachers so it was weird to sit there and have a drink with him.
We went to Vicky park and i sat on some gay wall that made my ass green !
Eventually Ste,Phil,Terry and Pete came to meet us and then Paul came and said he could see my ass from the moon!
We palyed football..we lost only because Ste and Phil played barefoot.
4 days and ive not drank ! woo |
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| 02:10pm 13/08/2004 |
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mood:  thoughtful music: The cure "the end of the world"
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i actually cant be arsed to update properly but yes every night has been out and drunk which has been fun!
It was my sisters 21st on tues which she seemed to enjoy and got extremely drunk like us all really .
Went po nana on weds with Jacko with my hand all cut up as Pauls car got broken into and tring to help him get the glass out was a stupid idea ! we didnt saty ver lon gi dont think and we walked halfway home before we got a taxi .
When we got home there was nowere for us to sleep as my sister was in my bed and the spare room had been taken so we had to camp on the sofas!
I cut mums hair on thurs but Jacko woulnt let me cut his so i straightened it instead we sat there and watched Rics parents decorate and didnt help !
Last night was urrmm Fanclub .Met Beth and Jon who were already tipsy in polar bear and were joined by Paul before we headed to fanclub
Marc gave me quadrouple vodkas in my glass for £1-60..i wondered for ages why they were stronger then normal and it took me ages to drink .
He gave me a Green glass and a Green straw ....im thinking i have a slight obsession with Green .
Everyone was out last night ,and everyone was kissing eachother i think all my male friends most definatly have gay feelings..ok in the ice game it was acceptable but for no reason ..makes me worry ! They all claim to be straight! pfft
i went home at about 1ish
This morning i really wanted to sleep in the past two weeks have been nothing but going out and drinking everyday but what happens my sister ring me up grrr !
she seems to interupt my sleep all time time for stupid things like "Do my trousers need ironing?" or blowdrying her hair when she knows i rarely get to lie in .
So its 6 days til the exam results come out ..Im scared! if i fail i want to move out of Leics for good and jus give up on education and get a job somewhere else... i guess there is nothing really to stay for !
Tonight i am not going out ..definatly not i need to catch up on sleep and it would jus be stupid to keep going out so much !
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